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A simple life – The Cost of Happiness (12)

2013/01/14

 

City Hall in Brisbane

 

City Hall in Brisbane

 

"是的,小四只是我的實驗樣品。之所以會找上他,全是因為他曾經擁有和Wang相處的記憶。" Billy

 

"Wang很照顧小四的那段記憶?那你實驗的目地為何?該不會到現在還在吃醋,所以拿他來當你的白老鼠!" Chris

 

"哈~~~當時Wang過份的照顧他,的確讓我有點吃醋,如果現在用這種理由來整他,也太小孩子氣了吧。 之所以找他實驗的目的地,是想看看如果一個人可以清清楚楚的記得夢中美好的事情,那在現實生活中,會對他有多大影響。 但對於小四這種思想單純的傢伙而言,似乎不會讓他有真假世界分不清楚的錯覺,反而在現實生活中,他工作的更起勁。 這完全出乎我意料之外。 在我研究的個案中,服了這種藥之後的大多數人,都沉醉於夢中的美好世界,不願面對現實世界中的一切。"

 

"那這對小四也算是種禮物啦。"

 

"不過這種非我們能控制的反應,很難確保之後有什麼後遺症,原本我們打算把當初給他的藥性給拿走,不過後來失敗了。"

 

"你們怎麼把藥性的給拿走呀?"

 

"我原先安排在一場他主持的會議中,引爆一顆炸彈。"

 

"炸彈?! What!!! 把他炸死就是你所謂的拿掉藥性嗎? 為了你一己之私,也未免太殘忍了吧! 萬一傷及無辜者怎麼辨,你有沒有想過後果啊,。。。。。。你。。。。。。" Chris 睜大了眼睛怒指著Billy大罵著

 

"等等,等等。。。。。。我還沒說完,你在發什麼飆啊!我有說過那顆炸彈會炸死人嗎?" Billy反駁著說

 

"炸彈不炸死人,不然會是炸薯條,炸鹹酥雞嗎?" Chris依舊瞪大著眼睛,向Billy吼叫著。

 

"什麼炸薯條,炸鹹酥雞啊?! 你真的是看到黑影就開槍耶。 我安排的這種炸彈是炸不死人的,只是會釋放一種濃煙,希望讓小四吸到後,會慢慢將他的藥性退去。 對一般人是完全沒有傷害的。"

 

"是這樣子嗎?"

 

"那不然哩,炸死其他人對我有什麼好處。 況且我要炸死人,我還會跟你說嗎,笨蛋!"

 

"喔,也是,哈哈哈~~~ 我誤會你了,歹勢~"

 

"沒關係的,在我剩下來的日子裡,還能跟你暢所欲言的說這麼多,感覺真好。 "

 

"你剩下來的日子裡? 發生什麼事了?"

 

"我這次回來不只是作我該作的事,也是要回來好好養病,在這五年研究期間,我花了很多心力在研究上,雖有些許的成果,但自己的身體也弄壞了。去年自己得知自己得了肝癌後,就知道自己時日不多了。"

 

"這。。。。。。怎麼會,你的身體一向都很健康的啊。"

 

"是啊,在這五年內給操壞的,人生的確還有些許事情沒去完成,而有些遺憾,不過慶幸地是完成了當初的承諾。"

 

"這。。。。。。一切也太突然了吧! 那。。。。。。"

 

"好了,什麼都不必說了,也不要讓老王知道我今天告訴你的任何事。 我該回去了,有空我再找你,先這樣了,Bye." Billy 倉促地跟Chris說到

 

"等等,Billy" Chris試著想跟Billy再談上幾句。

 

但Billy和Chris道別後,即刻轉身,頭也不回地走向堤防的閘門口,招了一台計程車隨即離開。

留下Chris一個人站在原地,看著Billy淒涼的背影,Chris不禁眼眶泛紅,因為他知道,在他對她說出那句承諾時,他已經覺悟,不管他再怎麼努力,他們倆都再也回不去那段快樂時光,唯有記憶永遠存在。唯一他能作的,就是讓她永恆地擁有,不會隨時間而衰退的那段記憶,還可以重覆在夢中溫習,重溫那份感動。Chris知道他已經盡力了,盡到了那最後一份力了。

 

 

待續。。。。。。

 

 

—————-I’m the separate line from Chinese and English————————-

 

 

“Yes, little four is my experiment sample. The reason I need him is he owns the memory of Wang." Billy

 

“The memory Wang care about little four? But what is the experiment sample for? Or are you still jealous of little four?" Chris

 

“I was jealous of him five years ago. It’s not the reason for my experiment sample. The main reason is I wanna know what is the effect for a person who have the beautiful dream. Would he indulge in the beautiful dream? In my research, most of people would indulge in the too wonderful dream. But little four doesn’t indulge in the beautiful dream too much, on the contrary, he works more harder than before."

 

“I think it is kind of present for little four, isn’t?"

 

“But we can’t control this kind of reaction, so we would like to take away the effect of the medicine from him, but we failed."

 

“How did you take away the effect of medicine from him?"

 

“I would like to explode a bomb in a meeting when he was the host "

 

“A bomb? What!!! Are you serious? To kill many innocent people for your experiment? it’s so ridiculous."

 

“Wait a moment! The bomb wouldn’t be exploded. It just release the smoke to little four, and it would take away the effect of the medicine from him."

 

“Ok, I understand, sorry I misunderstood."

 

“That’s fine, I can talk to you so much, even I don’t have too much time to live."

 

“What? What’s happened to you?"

 

“I did lots of effort this research in past 5 years. I just know I got the liver cancer last year. I know I won’t be living too long."

 

“How come? I think you are very health."

 

“Yes, it was, but I worked too hard in past years. Fortunately I have fulfilled the promise. "

 

“It’s too sudden….and …"

 

“Ok, I know what you want to say. Please don’t tell Wang anything I told you. I gonna to, we will meet together again in the future. see ya, bye." Billy told to Chris in rush.

 

“Wait, Billy……" Chris try to talk to Billy more…

 

“But Billy said goodbye to Chris, he turned around very quickly, and walked to the gate, jumped on a taxi to left."

 

“Chris was looking at the back of Billy, he felt Billy did his best to give Wang all of his happiness. Billy made Wang have the beautiful memory forever, and can feel the happy forever. It’s only thing Billy can do. Bill did his best very well."

 

 

 

To be continued……

 

 

by Chris

2013.01.13

From → Writing Practice

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